10/04/2002

hiiii...ummm lol omg 2day i wuz walkin 2 da train station wit jane wen i hear hey u in the red....so i turn around and theres some random ugly guy sitting and hes likes like - if i could make u come with one finger imagine what i could do wit my whole body - hahaha omg u c if this was original and i hadn't heard it b4 i would've liked it a lot more....but it wuz still fucking funny...hahahaaaa....lol isnt life fun...? mwazzzzzz ~*|:::BaNanNa:::|*~

10/03/2002

lolzzz i love after school fun....2day after school, me, yelena and jane went 2 the *jewish club* haha omg thats like THE otb place....they were fucking everywhere...omg it wuz so scary.....i felt fucking claustrophobic...to the left...the right...front...back....EVERYWHERE....oh my....haha and umm yea so while i wuz on some line 2 sign up 4 it, i wuz bitching about how there werent any otb's at twain (thats a good thing) and - haha - an otb kid [i gotta give it up tho, he wuz cute] turns around and hes like, u went 2 twain...im like yea....hes like wat talent...im like science...hes like u had g? i wuz like yea....he thinks 4 a second and hes like cool....wow stupid otbs....lolz anyway then after that, me and yelena and jane and nina were walking wit ronald, josh, sergey and umm..aha! it wuz michael katsnelson ....so i got raped by josh and he broke my big pinky nail and then i got raped by sergey who grabbed my hand and practically stuck it down his pants....and then i got a few pulls from josh whos like the cigarette king....lolz...ummm yea so i dun think its a good thing that im smoking this often...it went from like once a year 2 once a month 2 once a week to like every few days....not good...not at all...i have NO desire 2 get addicted watsoever....umm yea so my mom is threatening 2 drug test me...i dont really care as long as she doesnt test 4 cigarrettes so watever.....mwazzzzzzz ~*|:::BaNaNnA:::|*~

10/02/2002

OMG OMG OMG help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEGAMEny4 [4:55 PM]: hey bitch
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [4:55 PM]: hey whore
THEGAMEny4 [4:55 PM]: u never say hi
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [4:55 PM]: lol well neither do u
THEGAMEny4 [4:56 PM]: i always im u how
THEGAMEny4 [4:56 PM]: hoe*
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [4:56 PM]: im sorryyy i luvvv uuuu
THEGAMEny4 [4:57 PM]: i know u do
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [4:58 PM]: :-p
THEGAMEny4 [4:58 PM]: ;-)
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [4:58 PM]: :-*
THEGAMEny4 [4:59 PM]: u know u wanna do that
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [4:59 PM]: lol yea sure
THEGAMEny4 [5:00 PM]: u wearin a thong ?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:00 PM]: g-string
THEGAMEny4 [5:00 PM]: damn
THEGAMEny4 [5:01 PM]: what color
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:01 PM]: lavender andd reddish pink
THEGAMEny4 [5:01 PM]: did i ever tell u i really luv u lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:01 PM]: lolz
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:02 PM]: no u didnt
THEGAMEny4 [5:02 PM]: well i luv u anna b-rkina
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:02 PM]: wow
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:02 PM]: lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:02 PM]: im sure i luv u 2 wajih ahmed
THEGAMEny4 [5:02 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:06 PM]: why u stoped talkin?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:07 PM]: wat u want me 2 say
THEGAMEny4 [5:07 PM]: u still own me that orgasm on the phone thing
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:08 PM]: o shit
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:08 PM]: i 4got about that
THEGAMEny4 [5:08 PM]: i didn't
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:08 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:08 PM]: u like any les girl there?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:09 PM]: there arent any :-(
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:09 PM]: or at least they dont say they r so i dont know if there r
THEGAMEny4 [5:09 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:09 PM]: no cute girls there?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:09 PM]: oo many many
THEGAMEny4 [5:10 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:11 PM]: i wanna c u so bad
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:11 PM]: soo...come by
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:11 PM]: fdr is pretty close 2 my house
THEGAMEny4 [5:12 PM]: i dunno where u live?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:13 PM]: u know where seth low is?
THEGAMEny4 [5:13 PM]: nope
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:13 PM]: umm okkk
THEGAMEny4 [5:14 PM]: can i c ur thong or gstring?
THEGAMEny4 [5:14 PM]: when i c u??
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:14 PM]: lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:14 PM]: umm
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:15 PM]: i dunNnnoo
THEGAMEny4 [5:15 PM]: please
THEGAMEny4 [5:15 PM]: :-(
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:16 PM]: u can i just dunno when
THEGAMEny4 [5:16 PM]: can u come out now?
THEGAMEny4 [5:16 PM]: like by urself
THEGAMEny4 [5:16 PM]: not toay like anyday?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:16 PM]: 4 how long
THEGAMEny4 [5:17 PM]: yea like to go watch a movie or some shit
THEGAMEny4 [5:17 PM]: u got any mimi skirts?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:18 PM]: lol no
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:18 PM]: im not a ho
THEGAMEny4 [5:18 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:18 PM]: but i so really wanna c u
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:20 PM]: ehh no movies
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:20 PM]: cant waste any more money
THEGAMEny4 [5:20 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:20 PM]: where u wanna go then?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:20 PM]: i dunnoo
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:20 PM]: u tell me
THEGAMEny4 [5:20 PM]: i'll go where ever u go
THEGAMEny4 [5:22 PM]: what train is near u?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:22 PM]: n
THEGAMEny4 [5:23 PM]: what stop u know?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:23 PM]: which way
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:23 PM]: wait huh
THEGAMEny4 [5:23 PM]: what stop it near u?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:23 PM]: o umm bay parkway
THEGAMEny4 [5:24 PM]: do u know where f train is in ave I?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:26 PM]: no...
THEGAMEny4 [5:27 PM]: would u make out with a friend?
THEGAMEny4 [5:27 PM]: ok
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:27 PM]: dude
THEGAMEny4 [5:27 PM]: what?'
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:27 PM]: r u that deperate
THEGAMEny4 [5:28 PM]: its not that ever since 8 grade i wanted to make out with u and if ma gurl knew she would kill me bull i just wanted to know
THEGAMEny4 [5:28 PM]: and i wanna c if ur good at it?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:28 PM]: lol ummmmm...
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:28 PM]: i guess...
THEGAMEny4 [5:29 PM]: would u let me kiss u? :-D
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:29 PM]: lol i dunnnoo....ur ... u!....mayb tho
THEGAMEny4 [5:31 PM]: lol that hurt :'(
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:31 PM]: lol i didnt mean it in a bad way
THEGAMEny4 [5:31 PM]: lol
THEGAMEny4 [5:31 PM]: nah its ight
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:31 PM]: its like .... me kissing some1 like redko or omar
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:31 PM]: they're my friends but it would b weird
THEGAMEny4 [5:31 PM]: nah but 4 real i always wanted to make out with u in 8 grade and u been stuck on ma mind the whole summer
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:32 PM]: aww really??
THEGAMEny4 [5:32 PM]: i just never told u cuz
THEGAMEny4 [5:32 PM]: well
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:32 PM]: fuck hold that thought
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:32 PM]: btb
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:32 PM]: **-brb
THEGAMEny4 [5:37 PM]: u hate me or somethin?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:37 PM]: lol no y?
THEGAMEny4 [5:38 PM]: cuz u dont respond lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:38 PM]: i got kicked off
THEGAMEny4 [5:38 PM]: i know
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:38 PM]: yea u said i just never told u cuz...welll....
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:38 PM]: im waiting 4 the reason
THEGAMEny4 [5:39 PM]: well u never would have sed yes
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:39 PM]: u dont know that
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:39 PM]: i actually probably would've said yes
THEGAMEny4 [5:40 PM]: anna babe u know u would have sed no
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:40 PM]: lol no seriously
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:40 PM]: there wuz at least a 50 % chance of me saying yes
THEGAMEny4 [5:40 PM]: what about now
THEGAMEny4 [5:41 PM]: i changed a lot
THEGAMEny4 [5:41 PM]: now
THEGAMEny4 [5:41 PM]: than b 4 lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:41 PM]: lol i dunno, i dun c y not...changed how? personality wise?
THEGAMEny4 [5:42 PM]: yea that and ma appearence
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:42 PM]: oo...wats different
THEGAMEny4 [5:42 PM]: ma hair is always back ward now
THEGAMEny4 [5:42 PM]: and i lost a lot more weight
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:42 PM]: wat u mean backward
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:42 PM]: u were pretty skinny b4
THEGAMEny4 [5:42 PM]: its fliped bacward
THEGAMEny4 [5:42 PM]: it all muscle now
THEGAMEny4 [5:43 PM]: no fatness
THEGAMEny4 [5:43 PM]: lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:43 PM]: oo lol kewl
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:43 PM]: noo y no spikes?
THEGAMEny4 [5:43 PM]: ma hair come down to my nose
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:43 PM]: ooo
THEGAMEny4 [5:43 PM]: if i pull it down
THEGAMEny4 [5:44 PM]: u dunno how much i miss u guys
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:44 PM]: lol even brenda
THEGAMEny4 [5:44 PM]: yea even her
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:44 PM]: heheh
THEGAMEny4 [5:45 PM]: but i miss u the most i dont knwo why
THEGAMEny4 [5:45 PM]: lol
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [5:45 PM]: lol i miss u 2....:-)
THEGAMEny4 [5:46 PM]: i even miss jenna
THEGAMEny4 [5:46 PM]: and her hairy bak lol



omg omg omg ew....wat do i do...should i? nooo??? ahhh!!!!
hiii....lol so this morning after gettin outside da train station me and lane c this kid smoking and we're like isnt it kinda early in the morning...? and guess who it wuz -- JOSH~ haha....so then he let me have a stoge and i like actually smoked most of it, and then lane showed me how 2 inhale it in a way that makes u high...haha omg wow it wuz so kewl....i didnt get over that buzz till 2nd or 3rd period...yea i know im a retard and smoking kills but u know wat? i dont give a shit, its fun and its not like i smoke everyday...its more like once a month so i dont c the big deal (though recently it has been less and less once a month and more like once a week or so....) ummm yea so nothing interesting really happened @ school....ummmmmm hmmm....yea....im gonna finally watch the matrix now (can u belive it? i never ever saw it b4, scary rite???) mwaazzzzz <3333 ~~*|:::BaNaNnA:::|*~~

10/01/2002

ummm nothin amazingly interesting happened 2 day....lolz i still cant get over the hand-job boy incident....anyways heres something fun 2 look at:

Strawberry: 0/100 Pear: 0/100 Banana: 30/100 Tomato: 60/100 Lemon: 15/100

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen and Aaron!

9/30/2002

hahaha i have many many things 2 write: k haha 2day i finally saw otb alexpimpz boy in school...hahaha! omg hes the fucking biggest otb and pisses me off very very much and laney like kissed him on da cheek goodbye...ew ew ew ew ew otb gerrmzzz...hehe and thennn umm after that we got 2 da corner of applebees, saw danny n alex....and umm danny kissed me goodbye on da cheek...i wouldnt really care about that except 4 da fact that since hes NOT an otb and hes like a skater/punk/emo type of thing he shouldnt b doin it but watever....and then after we got home me and jane went 2 the park for like an hour...umm and then laney called me at like 6 and guess who she tells me she saw --- > ALEX! (lol also popularly known as hand-job boy haha) so this is wat she told me, she saw him in the elevator shes like so i know anna...hes like anna who? so she like describes me...and hes like who?? so rite b4 she gets off shes like, the 1 who gave u a hand job and she described da look on his face rite b4 the door closed haha and the way she described it, i could totallyyyy imagine him doin hahaahahahahahaaaaa....umm yea so then i went 2 math...umm well i came in and the usuals were there: victoria, mitch, steve {who got fat man boobies now!}, ummm dima, igor came and some new kid named roman was there....ummm so of course danny got kicked out and steve was sent 2 da other room 2 .... ummmm yeaaa....soooooooooooo....i dunno...nm happened....

9/29/2002

funny but disgusting:

THEGAMEny4: bitch
HoRE4EvEr1: lol thanks i luv u 2
THEGAMEny4: i miss u hore
HoRE4EvEr1: aww i actually miss u 2
THEGAMEny4: and them boobies u got
THEGAMEny4: :-D
HoRE4EvEr1: lol i dun got any
THEGAMEny4: yea u do the one i use to play around with in spanish
HoRE4EvEr1: lol
HoRE4EvEr1: i miss u and spanish and twainnn
HoRE4EvEr1: i wanna go back
THEGAMEny4: me 2
THEGAMEny4 signed off at 7:05:30 PM.
you know wat? at 1st wen he said he didnt wanna talk 2 me anymore, i felt totally horrible and guilty and shit like that, and then i realized that if hes gonna be that immature about it, wat reason do i have to care? i mean if he wuz moderately mature and talked 2 me about wat he wuz thinking/feeling instead of fucking giving me the silent treatment i would've felt better....but watever, if hes gonna act like a 5 year old screw it...hes not giving me a reason 2 care about him anymore....
holy fucking shit i just found out something veryyy veryy interesting, but not really surprising, it turns out that rodney (yes u rodney) have been reading my blog....yea i know u made her promise not 2 tell but this was 2 important not 2 tell me.....ok i have some stuff 2 say 2 u...number 1...there a very good reason 4 y i told u not 2 read this shit ~ and thats cuz i know u were gonna b like this....number 2 - wat i write does NOT necessarily say wat i feel cuz i blog wat i feel at that moment and not wat i mite feel 10 minutes later....i wuz mad at u not only 4 ignoring me - yea fine u were tired but u werent tired enough 2 send many many whimit ppl comments were u...yea i didnt think so.....and if ur reading my shit y dont u just TALK 2 me about it instead of being a pussy bitch and not sayin anything....i can believe how stupid we r....god....u really shouldn't have came here and since u did, u should've known better than believing that i meant all of wat i said....im sorry....