heyz...damn it!!!! i really really really really really (get the point??) want a boyfriend! i guess its cuz i read a lot of like these articles about like first kisses and boyfriends and girlfriends and i want one too!!!!!! its really unfair, but the problem is there arent any cute and/or normal and/or available guys! so now im gonna have to wait until september in tech or mayb if im lucky i will hook up wit sum1 upstate this summer...lala damn it its still so unfair that i have 2 wait 4 such a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suck it...

hey...i havent blogged in a while...watever--- ok so i went 2 da dance yesterday...it was a lot of fun...me and jen got there like half an hour late (thank u jenna) so wen we got there there they played like a lot of regea (i cant spell this word!) music...so me liz kari kristen and sometimes brenda were dancing...then later near the end...i got long 2 dance wit jenna...she was so happy! and then long asked me if he could get some ass...i was like uhhh no...im a lesbian...and walked away...later during the last dance i was dancing wit like brenda and all of a sudden i felt sum1 grinding behind me and i didnt turn around so i kept dancin wit him and then i felt him stop so i turned around and i saw brett gettin yelled at by mr.rodreiguez...so i guess i danced wit brett....so 2day i had cookin wit me, jane, jenna, and nar we made chocolate-chip cookies! yum...lol kramer kept coming over 2 our little area and like jenna grabbed his ass and he left...o and also wen i came 2 homeroom razaa asked me like so u danced wit brett? and i was like yea.... and he said so did u like it and i didnt want to say yes or no (i did...but it would b better if it wuz sum1 besides brett) so i was like well, i didnt really turn around so i didnt know who it was and i bulshitted something so then i heard razaa sayin somethin like if i went i would get a lot of ass...i didnt say anythin but its like yeaaa...im sure....