8/16/2002

I am: listenin 2 eminem <3333
I think: alex is a fuckin bitch and i hate him and he pisses me off so damn much
I know: that it is 4:43 rite now and im pmsing
I want: to get the hell over him
I have: chicken in my mouth
I wish: cock?
I hate: him!
I miss: every1!! lol even zack...
I fear: elves...
I feel: pissed
I hear: my air conditioner
I smell: nothing
I crave: cock??
I search: for money
I wonder: y life sucks
I regret: cant tell u.....
I love: candy...
I ache: i do?
I long: for Long! nah tats Jenna's bitch :-)
I care: 2 much
I always: say cock.....
I am not: happy...
I believe: .....
I dance: wen i feel like it...
I sing: when i hear music
I cry: wen my mom pisses me off
I do not always: smile...
I fight: haha funny, me - fight?? lolll
I write: wen inspired
I win: rarely
I lose: everything i own
I never: suck cock....
I confuse: a whole lot of ppl
I listen: to who ever wants 2 talk
I can usually be found: sitting on my ass
I am scared: of rejection
I need: money
I am happy about: ...wats there 2 b happy about??
I expect: u 2 come and rape me...
I should: stop talkin about dicks....
alrite im finalllllyyy gonna blog...cuz i actually go out and do stufff but dun blog so here i go ---

on july 31st, me, marina, and kathy went 2 the UA (i took the bus there all by myself and DIDNT get lost, amazing rite????) to c goldmember and we were sitting in front of these like OTB russians from like sum camp and marina wanted 2 move so we went and sat behind them after moving like 20 times, and throughout the whole movie of course marina wuz laughing (this mite sound normal 2 u, but trust me ur just lucky not 2 know what this girls laugh sounds like! and if u do, I AM SOOO SORRY 4 U...) yea so after the movie we walked 2 a pizza parlor (and if u know me, u know i hate pizza...) so i wuz hoping that they had something 4 me 2 eat....i didnt find anything so i sat and watched them eat until my dad called me and told me 2 go home so i took da bus home.....

umm then on August 10th, i went 2 visit a friend named iris from elementary school that i didnt c for 3 years, and i walked wit a girl named fanny who i didnt c for 3 years either...so that wuz kinda fun, i just felt a lil out of place cuz they were all azn and i wuz da only white person there (there were 2 other girls besides me, fanny and iris).....o well.....i wuz kinda fun....

the next day, i went 2 c kathy and marina again, i dunno we walked a whole lot on brighton and then went 2 marina's grandmas house and then went 2 staples cuz marina wanted 2 do sum school supply shopping and i wuz realllly hungry so we went 2 mcdonalds and ate like pigs and i went home and marina and kathy went sumwhere 2 chill (stupid parents make me leave early)

then the next day, me and jane went 2 prime time and steve wuz supposed 2 come and bring me cigarrettes and of course he didnt and i havent seen him online since then....anyway so after we played like 2 games at primetime, we went and got sum ice cream, and then we went 2 seth low park and ran around in da sprinklers cuz it wuz reallllly hot and sum guys were looking and tryin 2 talk 2 us...ew...and then we went home all soaking wet.....

and then the NEXT day, i didnt do much, i just babysay mo and took her 2 the playground (arent i a good sister??)

and the NEXT day, which wuz yesterday, me and jane went 2 sheepshead bay 2 meet sum of janes friends from camp, and we went 2 brighton andd it wuz pretty fun and then we went 2 da beach and i had sand on my face, on my arms, in my mouth, cuz it wuz windy and i wuz sweaty so it stuck 2 me...eww...and of course cuz of my mom i had 2 go home earlier, and jane bein the nice friend that she is, went with me, and on da train there wuz this guy..omg EW, he saw us, sat across from us and wuz JERKING OFF omg, sum chubby 50-yr old man wit a small dik wuz lookin at uss and playin wit his dik, lol i noticed and i wuz bored so i wuz like rubbin my leg and stuff, haha its not like he could just rape us tho cuz there were ppl on the train so it wuz safe 4 me do wat i wanted...haha and then we went 2 seth low park and wanted 2 go 2 the sprinklers but it wuznt that hot, so we didnt and we went 2 da grocery store and bought HUGE icies...hehe ok, thats it 4 now, mwazzzz Banana

8/13/2002





Which flock do you follow?

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