hey...this wuz supposed 2 be fun but now i feel kinda bad, here is the chat room convo--
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: hey
SweetGirl8616: hello
SweetGirl8616: so did you go home with him?
SweetGirl8616: anna
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: yea...he was like askin me 4 a lap dance
THEGAMEny4: who?
SweetGirl8616: did u give him one
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: this kid i met at the park
SweetGirl8616: oh we were chillin in the park
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: hellz yea
SweetGirl8616: met a few guys
SweetGirl8616: did he get hard?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: lol i think so
SweetGirl8616: ew
SweetGirl8616: lol
SweetGirl8616: wat was his name?
SweetGirl8616: the one with black hair, right?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: jason..i think, i wasnt payin attention
SweetGirl8616: lol
SweetGirl8616: u dirty girl
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx: lol
THEGAMEny4: 1

then jay imed me and heres that convo--
THEGAMEny4 [7:57 PM]: waht happen?
THEGAMEny4 [7:57 PM]: u got a b/f?
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [7:58 PM]: well not really...i just wuz flirtin
THEGAMEny4 [7:58 PM]: oh u like him
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [7:58 PM]: yea...hes cute
THEGAMEny4 [7:58 PM]: koo
THEGAMEny4 [7:58 PM]: good 4 u
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [7:58 PM]: thanks....u know ure jealoussss
THEGAMEny4 [7:59 PM]: nah i'm just a little hurt
THEGAMEny4 [7:59 PM]: u wouldn't understand
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [7:59 PM]: awww
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [8:00 PM]: y??
THEGAMEny4 [8:00 PM]: i'm to ugly 4 a girl
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [8:00 PM]: aww dun worry, ull find a girl
THEGAMEny4 [8:01 PM]: ya whatever
XXxSiLvAGirLxXx [8:02 PM]: poor jay

hey, i have a lot to write today so be prepared---ok so first, math wuz ok, i got a 94 (the highest sum1 got 2day was 97...y am i always second best???) the 2 better lookin guyz werent here 2day so it wasnt as fun...ok then at like 4:30 me and kat went to the park, we first just walked around and talked and then we went on the swings, and we went bak 2 the benches and i wuz tellin her sumthing, and i was like "well he had his legs opened like this {and i opened my legs}" and there was this really old guy who just stopped and STARED LOLLLLLL omg it was tooo funny! and then we went to this pizza place (if any1 who reads this was in the 5th grade class in PS 205 wit me, they mite know who im talkin about) and there were these 3 guys, kat's friend's ex-bf, brian (from 205) and some other kid (he wuz kinda cute) and they were bein really nasty (brian like went to the bathroom and put sum liqiud soap on his hand and was actin like it wuz cum...) ummm thats all i can think of.....mwazzzz Banana

wow..im gettin really lazy...i havent blogged 4 three days, i remember wen i used 2 look foward to bloggin everyday...nothin really great happened tho...i got 2 carnations yesterday--one from nar, and one from brenda...i felt bad cuz i didnt know she wuz gettin me a flower and i didnt get her one...ummm....yea so 2day we spent most of the day watchin sum crappy historical movie...o god ew---jared is always freakin feeling me up...hes constantly grabbin my ass--im ok wit dat, but my god he went a lil 2 far--he like moved his fingers umm up and down my crotch (well...it didnt feel 2 bad, but its freakin JARED!!!!!!!!!! god...and hes so straight that i like him...umm how about NO....)..mwazzzzz Banana (o jenna--its $4689)

heyzzzz...ok im just gonna go throught the periods cuz i cant think of anythin good that happened 2day---science wuz boring....social 2....in spanish he got all pissed and az alwayz we didnt learn shyt....in math me and chelnis got yelled at by burgos---i was SOOO close 2 almost crackin up in his face....english wuz kewl cuz we didnt really do anything....lunch wuz pretty boring....talent wuz kewl, our piggy's brain wuz mushy so i didnt have to draw it HA!!
omg these lyrics w/the help of the song almost made me cryyyyy:

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

:-( i got a 520 on the stuy test, i got into tech and bronx sci....my mom seemed 2 be happy at first, but now she seems 2 be somewhat dissapointed....hmmm...im kinda dissapointed 2, but watever....screw it....so tech is now my backup school...if murrow or midwood reject me....im goin 2 tech....thats all i wanted 2 say...mwazzzz Banana

holaaaa.....omg yesterday, jay called me....we talked 4 like an hour....then he went 2 a party, so he calls me at like 11:30 from the party, i could like hear the background music, and he wuz drunk.....anywayz, i spent most of my day at jen's house workin on da science fair project, and of course we didn't work the WHOLE time, so we hung up on jay like 20 times cuz its just so much fun!! alrite....i have nothin else 2 say, so mwazzzzzz Banana